health

I have not been in the best of health lately, and I’m trying not to let it get me down, but it’s kind of hard being 21 and feeling like this is probably the best my health will ever been and it is just… not that good.  I feel defeated by the chronic pain.  it’s exhausting.  

to make matters worse, I had a fight with the boyfriend this morning because he called my back pain “self-diagnosed scoliosis”… please, I was diagnosed at 16.  this is a part of who I am.  I was hurt that he didn’t seem to know that about me.  

things are fine with him now, but I would love a pain-free day.